Confusion

Travelling is fun, that is reason why I'm gone.
I haven't found yet my one. But I'm sure,
Sooner or later, I will found one. I wander and wander, till I suddenly wonder.
Why I am here alone with my self.
Till I found the peaceful pace of nature and life.

I still wonder what life really means, as I walk and walk, I stepped upon my consciousness that it was just me making my life so hard and painful. That is the reason why I wander and wander.

In times of sudden pain I felt, I just looked up and think that sunset is coming, then there will be new tomorrow. But waking up with such burden I carry everyday. It makes my arms and shoulders feel tired. And I loose my consciousness again.

I fell into a night of slumber, near to end my life of agony and pain, surrendering all my deeds, purities and sins. I just can't take it all.

But when I was falling in the bottom pit of nothingness. I saw rays of light shining towards my failing direction. So then I realized, that being a coward will give you no hope, no direction, and hopeless indeed.

In humanity, I swear to be bold and brave to face any challenges that I may encounter in dreary path of sadness and guilt. Rebuilding myself, and getting to know who am I. I really SWEAR!